I am so fed up with the fact that I have to fight for my partners attention. It is not fair or right that he immediately takes his laptop into the bathroom and then I don't see him for an hour and a half. Sometimes more! I feel used and cheated on, and he is ABSOLUTELY NOT willing to just answer the question, nor allow me access to his cellphone.. He has gone through my phone before and he has found nothing. I on the other hand have found several things to back my case up!
I am miserable and so tired of feeling lied to. He tells me that either I just accept whats happening, or I can leave. (Mind you I am very very far away from my home state and I love this man with all my heart but goddamnit if it doesn't hurt to have someone be so intellectually dishonest!)
Whenever I walk into a room that he is in, he shuts all his tabs down like he was doing something he shouldn't of? Why else would you fucking tab out of a conversation or a window?!!
I'm fed up and heartbroken